Is there anything I can hold it tight?

風箏

承著那陣風，

手上的線圈轉眼已一吋一吋的被拉長…

於這個門外漢來說，從來不敢想像可以一次過將它送上天空，

這亦是他對風箏一直提不起興趣的原因，總覺得它不是無法升空就是難於控制。

被線與風與力的錯綜關係嚇倒，

然而教人著迷的又是如何掌握這種複雜的關係

力度掌控成為了關鍵，太鬆會下墜，太緊則找不到那令人感到實在的風勢

開始的時候最惱人，眼見身旁的人一拋一接再拋再接都無法令它們飛起，

失落到行人路、草叢、石澗、海面上等，

令他更加珍惜這一次性的成功。

幾乎將自己的希望都押到那條不斷伸挻的線上。

渴望它飛得高飛得遠，眺望自己無法看到的地方…

不知不覺，它成了風箏群裡最遠的一只…

是矛盾，雖然那裡是他最渴望它能到達的地方，卻礙於觀察和控制，

一不留神，便得花一段時間搜索它的位置。

線圈的線所剩無幾。

在那孤寂而寒冷的天空上，

它俯視到地上只剩下那個緊緊繫著風箏的他，

感受那幾乎待上半分鐘才能接收到的微弱訊息，

而他則單純的祈求著它能好好享受那裡的寧靜。

不知過了多久，那條線成為了兩端唯一的依靠，

到此亦是最考人耐性的時刻，

不少人忍心割斷那條起初以為唯一的線，輕描淡寫的繫上另一只風箏。

而他則選擇耐心的將線一吋一吋地收回，抱著它一同探索未知的世界。

一個人的堅持，可以很漂亮

全為對一件事的執著，加上厚臉皮的個性

帶來了辛苦卻甜美的經驗

上了寶貴的一課

祝你成功

世界彷彿變得寧靜了，寧靜得有點可怕

見面分離的 Pattern，從來沒有蹤跡可尋

再不相信時間的距離、更一早忘卻地域的界限

角位、Office、電車、高跟鞋、紅酒、汗、White lie、五個字。

不需照片留著的回憶，才是真正的回憶。

別人的猜測正好令關係變得更清晰。

我不相信五個字，
只信三個字。

Thanks God.

The situation of my aunt is much better now.
She was moved to the normal ward this week.
Can speak with a voice that getting louder and louder,
Starts learning to walk as she has slept for almost 2 months

When she told me that I can replace her vacancy by doing volunteer
and giving the salary to her account. I knew she's alright.

Nothing's better than the scene like this.

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My last summer holiday is going to end by this early Sept.
Everything is settled. Contract is signed.
Office is 90 mins apart and can only be reached the cheapest by railssss
(westrail line -> tung chung line -> island line)
which costs me $9.3 (sadly, a student discount that will be terminated by late Oct)

From now on, $1 is $1, i gotta save every single money and plan my new life.
Thanks everyone who support me and be my listeners.

Don't give up! It's getting better and Jobs are waiting for those who're well prepared

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wanna have a trip by myself by the end of the last holiday
better to be a silient and self discovering one. any suggestions?